that in all things God works for good with those who
love him, those whom he has called according to his
By the Grace of God, I was born to K P Philip and
Kunjamma Philip as the youngest of seven children at
Kaipuzha Kochuparampil at Ranni in Kerala (India). I
became a born-again believer in Christ at the age of
nine, was baptized at the age of eleven and on the same
day was filled with the anointing of the Holy Spirit. I
was married at the age of sixteen to Rajeev Mammen, the
eldest son of K M Baby and Sosamma Baby from the Kadavil
Family, Mazhukeer, Chengannur in Kerala.
I moved to Bahrain with my husband and have lived here
ever since. God blessed us with two sons and a
daughter, Liju Sam Rajeev, Siju Philip Rajeev and Siji
Susan Rajeev. We lived a peaceful and happy life for
some time until slowly we began to face problems one
after the other. Financial difficulties, sickness, job
problems etc began to take over our lives and I felt
like we were going through a valley of tears and pain.
Suicide was not an option because of the hope that God
had given us regarding Eternal Life. But in all times
of difficulty and frustration, God's word and His
promises guided and comforted us. My relationship with
God kept me going and He comforted us like a mother
comforts her child. Those were the days we had really
tasted and seen the goodness and mercy of our God. We
later realized that those were paths we had to go
through in order to become the ideal vessels that God
wanted us to become.
To stay strong during those difficult times, along with
fasting and praying, I used to read many books about
great people of God, their testimonies and biographies.
What fascinated me was that God used not only the highly
educated or talented people but He also used the
uneducated, weak and the poor and those who thought they
were not capable enough to do His work. As I realized
this, I prayed for almost a year, that I would be used
by God in some special way for His glory.
As I prayed, one day God started giving me a few lines
of a song along with the tune. I never took the gift of
song writing seriously as I didn't have the education
needed or talent to sing nor the money to produce
albums. Those days, many people of God prophesied to me
that God had given me a gift, which at the right time
would come out and become a blessing to thousands.
Since then I started writing down all the songs God gave
me and started praying for them just as I would pray for
my own children.
Even now I continue to write the songs that He puts in
my heart. So far God has given me over 225 songs. God
has now blessed our family and He has enabled us to
release three volumes of Krupamel Krupa and to
distribute them freely to thousands.
I would like to share my heartfelt gratitude to
my dear ones especially my family and my
dearest friends Lillykutty Andrews and Sheeba George
for the support and encouragement that they have given
me to do this ministry that God has entrusted to me.
I am sharing this testimony so that if there is anyone
reading this who feels that they are incapable or
untalented to be used by God, you need to know that if
God could use me, he could definitely use you too. God
looks for our Availability not our Ability.
The return of our Lord is at hand. We should dedicate
the remaining time in our lives to spread the love of
God and bring glory to His name.